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5th Sept 09

woke up late @ 8am.. oh NO!! planned to wake up @ 7.05am coz need to go market today! as 2moro got to pray lunar seventh month~ anyway managed to go market...as usual i will go buy novels during sat... coz new novels will released every sat~

anyway today rot @ home playing Crisis Core..coz i wan to complete 100% DMW (now left with Genesis still 55%) sigh... and 100% missions (now just 75%)..
dunno when will complete..coz now Zack just level 80!!! but managed to get some rare shops to buy rare materials~~ such as materials to boost the chance in getting the summons..

just now evening time went out with my mom for dinner...ate hor fun & fried noodless... TOO FULL..ahah then went library borrow some bOoks home....

just now online... saw that [Otomen] ep 5 delay will onli air on today... sigh made me wait again. BUT luckily [Koishite AKuma] ep9 ch sub was out yst.. just left [shugo chara doki]ep99 sub & [pandora hearts] ep22 sub to watch liao~

till tue/wed... i may pop back to check out my [07 ghost]~~~

Another JE boy. Nakayama Yuma ... i myself feel he look a bit like SHige {NEWS}
Disclaimer: i dun own anything.

If u wan to watch in eng sub, Check out
http://www.dramacrazy.net/japanese-drama/koishite-akuma

finali came back from mc 7days... wah...super... tiring.. and finali feeling healthy... after battle with flu for last 7days..

went back to work... super tiring... coz weather today super hot... n humid...
wah..sweats a lOT...

yawns.... feel like sleepin...
btw.. tomorow meeting meiling... so long never meet up with her liao....ahaa...coz i'm veri lazy to go out...

days by days... months by months.... time is keep on clicking.... keep on going forward.....
shoulder by shoulder... 1-arm length by 1-arm length.... 1 miles by 1miles.... thousands miles by thousands miles... distance keep on increasing....
until.... i cant see anymore......

living in the same world... same country.... 
daylight... in the same country... breathing the same air.... taking the same public transport.... But... in different distance & time...

early in the morning.... when i'm taking transport.... u mayb probabli @ home slping...
late in the morning...when i'm wrking..u mayb probabli on ur way to wrk.
late in the evening... when i on my way home..u probabli @ ur wrk eating dinner...
earli in the nite...when i'm online surf net...u probabli on ur way home...
late in the nite...when i slpin...u mayb probabli @ home online chatting..

time and distance reali can change everything....
the days we used to spend together....
the distance we used to stand together...
they're getting far n far away.... until.... i cant even see...

although internet..blog... is the onli way i can still know hw u r doing.... used to like to read ur all blogs.... coz used tat i can participate.... n the topic there i wont be so unfamiliar....

but now.... whenever i read... i felt like crying... felt like knife piercing in my heart...
everything there look so different... although i tried to read n read.... but i still cant figure what is going on.....

the topics there.... no longer familiar...
the conversation.... i cant participate in....
no matter wat i post there.... cant ring a bell in ur topic...

suddenli just felt outcasted.... a stranger... a complete stranger...
now i must admit...time & distance can change everything..... include the heart....

tat's why i lost.................
coz i'm the one who is far far away from you... separate by time & distance..

もしも　願いが　叶うなら
どんな　願いを　叶えますか？
僕は　迷わず　答えるだろ
もう一度。。。あなたに逢いたい

外は　花びら　色つく　季節
今年も　鮮やかに　さきほこる
あなたが　好きだった　この　景色を
今は。。。一人　歩いてる

分かり合えずに　傷つけた
幼すぎた　あの日々も
確かな　愛に　包まれて
いたことを　知りました

逢いたい　逢いたい
忘れはしない
あなたは　今も　ここにいるから
ありがとう　ありがとう
伝えきれない
この思いを　どうか　届いて欲しい

朝の　光に　手を染めて
新しい　日常が　始まるけど
きずけば　どこかに　探してしまう
もういない　あなたの　姿を

何も　言わずに　微笑んだ
優しかった　あの　笑顔
生きる　苦しみ　喜びも
何度も　教えてくれた

溢れて　溢れて
声に　ならない
あなたを　空に　思い描いた
泣くいたり　笑ったり
ともに歩んだ
足跡とはいい　消えは　しないさ

Ah Ah Ah 果てしなう　また　巡り
あういのき

もしも　願いが　叶うのなら
もう一度。。

逢いたい　逢いたい
忘れはしない
あなたは　今も　ここにいるから
ありがとう　ありがとう
伝えきれない
この思いを　どうか　届いて欲しい

声も　温もりも　優しい　微笑みも
ここに　いるから
逢いたい

[eng translation]
If you are granted a wish
What kind of wish will you make?
I probably can answer without any doubt
That I want to see you once again

In the season which the outside is colored with flower petals
The flowers are vividly in full bloom again this year
Under this scenery which you love
I am walking by myself

Due to misunderstanding, we hurt each other
Even back in those days when we were still young
We knew that we were embraced by true love

I want to see you
I want to see you
I won't forget
Even now, you are still inside my heart
Thank you Thank you
I can't express enough
My thought, somehow, I want it to reach you

The morning sun shines on me and I squint my eyes
A brand new day has started
Once I realize, I have been looking here and there
for you, whom is no longer here

Without saying anything, you smile
That's gentle smile of yours
has teach me the joy and pain of living
many and many times

Overflowing overflowing
It cannot be described by words
Staring at the sky
I think about you
We cried, we laughed, we walked together
The footprints will never disappear

Ah Round and round, the destiny of reuniting

If I am granted a wish, please once again, let me...

I want to see you
I want to see you
I won't forget
Even now, you are still inside my heart
Thank you Thank you
I can't express enough
My thought, somehow, I want it to reach you

Your voice, your warmth, your gentle smile
They are all still in my heart
I want to see you


[Damn meaningful song... i luv it...]
Disclaimer: i dun own anything.
Song title:　【逢いたい】
ArtistS: ゆず

Song title:　【逢いたい】
ArtistS: ゆず
Ending theme for [Ghost Friends]

i reali luv this song...
Disclaimer: i dun own anythinG.

Disclaimer: i dun own anythiNG

almost 1month plus @ my new wrk... New job.. new wrkplace... got a lot of stuffs mUst learn.. must quickly learn 2 b independent..

during this 1 month plus... always busy with my wrks... I shall be busy like hell... and packed with lot of ..lot of... knowledge... and ppl to know ...

BUT somehow... I felt veri lonely... coz everytime look @ my hp.... nobody sms/call mi... in this 1 month plus... my hp never receive more than 10 sms... when i @ my blog... i saw my tagboard... nothing updated...

Suddenli felt that I'm losing all my "Friends".... regarding online msn/sms... always online alone hangin there... looking @ the msn lists... always alone look @ my hp... nothing coming in.... which sometime i felt like just switch off my hp or even just terminate the line...

is it mean tat when ppl left a place... everything in tat place will be lost...and gone forever... ?? Is it when change new environment... everything ard urself change too...?? why cant we hold onto the past when we went to new places? why cant ppl tend to 4get ppl tat had left the place.. so easily??

By looKing @ others.... suddenli felt tat i seem a "outsider" to their world ... their talking topics... I dun even know wat happening... or wat they talking abt....

[if another month pass...will i be erased off from their memories....>.]

today i went to Giant supermarket @ SS.. went to buy a cooker/steamer for my mom as a mothers' day gift.. went to pay $$... wah a BAD cashier!!! i gave her coins.. she look @ mi with BLACK face loR.. then gave mi a LOOK like those coins i gave her...are not $$..

then never gave mi plastic bag!! how i suppose to carry it home?? hUG it?? push it??
use her BlOODY brainS!!!!

immediately i asked her 4 her name!!! then i went to find duty manager to complain.

wat a joke... Coins noT $$ meh... why gave me tat LOOK!!!
no gd customer service ... & no common sense...
coz she too idiot liao!! no plastic bags @ her own counter... never top up meh>>
when she shall know mah... top up when running low...

sTUPID!!!

[Taken by YoYo's Hp Camera]

[Credit: pic taken using YoYo's Hp]

Struck in a POOl of childrens... everywhere are little kids & babies... some so kawaii.. some kept on cryin>>>>>

some came in due to illness... some came in 4 operation. some came in due to injury... which i hate e most.. coz those poor kids so small young kena child abuse... by their own parents loR... which i dun understand abt it...

ppl used to say. if a person when young being child abuse.. when he/she grow up.. will tend to abuse others... hw can it be like tat...
being abuse b4.. shall knw hw painful it is... But hw overcome when grow up.. still can abuse ppl... cant see ur own shadows meh???

dunno wat those who abuse their children...their minds r...

Children mayb naughty n playful... little scolding & beatings r okay ... BUT not e extend to end up in hospital.... tat is veri cruel...
after all they're ur own children blood & flesh...

2day went online surf net... browse thru few siteS..n bloGs... then suddenli felt tat i'm mIssiNG out a lot of happenings going on few days ago... suddenli felt i back alone again...

everyday wrking... reach home online.. MsN no one online... rot in front of pc...waiting anime 2 Dl complete... seem to b everyday routine....

check on others' blogs... so many tags n happenings... which i dun even knw wat is going on... suddenli felt being drifted far far away....

i think i begin to understand ... used to hear from ppl saying ... [once u're out from ur previous wrkplace/school... those who are still there... as time goes by... u will lost contact with them eventualli....]

suddenli i felt tat....is it I the one who is still hanging onto......

8th April 2009, Clear mOrniNG
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woke up as usual... slightly late @ 0535H...coz last nite slp @ 2330H.. due to my anime DL timin... yawn>>> so sad coz never dream of any nICe... wah>>> no continue of my best dream~~~
wait for e bus... so long... finali @ 0700H the bus came... reach wrk @ 0740H...wah... later than yst... start wrk... today @ different ward... got different ppl 2 learn from... wat a joke loR that one... i got nothing 2 say...can onli say... tat ppl is a {eat snake} queen!!!
anyway 2moro go back to learn from my mentoR... 2moro may off wrk late coz fri is PH... so must clear as much things b4 go home 2moro if not by mon come wrk.. sure got high mountain~~~
online just a whilE~~ wat [Koi no ABO] PV is OUT~~~ my kei-chan!!! reali i wan 2 b in e gal in red.... so jealous...got held hands... i also wan~!! haha... but compare to my best dream...i rather choose my best dream...coz i got the whole him ... oOPS.... cant say e best dream ouT~~~ heee...
no ppl @ MSN.. no new email... loggin off soon...
coz 2moro can online till midnite... n dawn... coz Fri nO WRk... super gd life this week coz fri-sun OFF!~!!! yeah~

[taken from: my blog http://pris-yoyo.blogspot.com/2009/04/3rd-day-wrk.html]

7th April 2009, Clear morniNG
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as usual woke up @ 0530H... slightly late..coz i reali dun wan 2 wake up [coz i got e best dream in my life in this month] .... slpy as usual... took bus to wrk... on e bus... almost fall aslp...
reach wrkplace @ 0730H..wah... slightly earli...coz start wrk @ 0800H!!... sat in e staff room.. looking out e sky.... yawn>>>>
it's time to start wrk... went ard checkin patients' names... their files... update and prepare for those going home later in e nOOn time... sort n sort... file & file... key & key... type & type... soon... 1pm... yawn went 4 lunch .... dunno wat 2 eat.. just eat a cake.... then rot in e staff room....
time 2 go back to wrk... wah... suddenli got tons of things 2 do... new admissions.... prepare & prepare...type & type.... sort & sort.... then suddenli...heard cries..... Oh... so poor thing...a baby boy crying so lOud... then another baby boy cried..... erm..both look e same... oh... e poor boys are crying to each other coz one of them cant go home.... [boy1= 1st 2 cry. ~> the elder brother] cried bcoz he saw his younger brother who still cant discharged from e ward... then both cried....
then i went to do other stuffs... when i came back... i onli see the younger brother... .... so poor thing... hope he 2moro can go home....
off wrk... took MRt home...much faster than taking bus...coz will have traffic jam.... reach home..went to trim my hair... so messy...
online..surf net... watch anime... time 2 slp...

[p/s: pray hard tat yst nite dream will continue where it stop yst nite ... tonite... i'll b waiting for you... my precious darlin....]

[taken from: my blog http://pris-yoyo.blogspot.com/2009/04/busy-day-wrk-2nd-day-wrk.html]

6th April 2009, MorninG
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woke up damn earli @ 0515H!! have an early shower b4 go 4 wrk.. Took bus 980 @ 0645h!... during e buS journey...listened 2 my MP3... my fav... [Summer Time]/[DreamS]....etc...

yawn... felt slpy.... took so long then reach.... off e bus...walk to my wrkplace... Meet up my new colleagues... meet the HR... then e in-charge...

briefing.... talking.... go ard e wrkplace... wah... i'll be struck in a pool of Kids...wah.. runnin ard.. some cryin like hell..... assigned to a mentor....
wah... my mentor looked so young... she now this yr 28yR... unbelieveable!! she looked like 18yRs... wah!!! shoCk!!... she taught me some... and 2moro she let me do some under her assistance....

off wrk @ 1700H!! waiting 4 bus... 980 ran off... wait for 851... journey so long... almost fall aslp...

reach home... bath.... eat dinner... iron clothes.... read novel... online surf net.... dl animE.... surf blog...update blog....

soon later have 2 doze off.... coz this whole mth...will be wrking 8am - 5pm.... with alternate sat/sun.....

[taken from: my blog http://pris-yoyo.blogspot.com/2009/04/1st-day-wrk.html]

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